oat-i-licious!

good morning.

again i woke up ways to early,so i decided to take advantage 

of this extra time and try a recipe i ve been seeing on many 

f-blogs recently: backed oatmeal.

my version included : eggwhite,rasped apple,raisins,cin&van,

soymilk,oats(of course) and some cin+yog +almonds as topping.

after half an hour waiting,spending most of the time watching

 oven window and getting almost high by the "perfume" filling

 my kitchen,i could finally eat my first baked-o

marvelous!  

it reminded me so much on a german pastry i used to love (:/) :

apfelstrudel aka. applestrudel.

sweet memories of the (to far away) past: 

winter-ski-snowboardholidays,after spending all day on the 

skipists,my little bro and i used to enjoy a big cup of hot-chocolate 

& an even bigger piece of warm,freshly baked applestrudel. 

so good memories,but right now i wouldn't be able to do that

again...why??  but i m gonna challenge myself this year! i m 

going to switzerland in february,skiholiday,the first time since 

a long time.already now i freaking about the way i gonna have 

to eat,i am already checking all the menues of the 

restaurant(disturbed!)

i just hope i might be able,just for those few days,to not 

worry so much about food,to simply enjoy it like the others 

do ,and have a great holiday!

my aims: first of all i m gonna start RIGHT now, to eat more,

to gain some weight,because otherwise i won t even be able 

to snowboard...:/

i m gonna have this damn piece of strudel AND enjoy it

i m not gonna count calories or make mealplans during that 

week i m gonna chose food i like,and not safe food

writting it down here,i feel so optimistic,and it seems so 

easy,after all this are things most of the people do naturally!...

but i know it's gonna be hard...but i don't want my ed to ruin 

my holidays again! life's to short,and i ve already so much 

missed,and it might be one of the last holidays i spend with my 

family so i should really make an effort.