again i woke up ways to early,so i decided to take advantage
of this extra time and try a recipe i ve been seeing on many
f-blogs recently: backed oatmeal.
my version included : eggwhite,rasped apple,raisins,cin&van,
soymilk,oats(of course) and some cin+yog +almonds as topping.
after half an hour waiting,spending most of the time watching
oven window and getting almost high by the "perfume" filling
my kitchen,i could finally eat my first baked-o
marvelous!
it reminded me so much on a german pastry i used to love (:/) :
apfelstrudel aka. applestrudel.
sweet memories of the (to far away) past:
winter-ski-snowboardholidays,after spending all day on the
skipists,my little bro and i used to enjoy a big cup of hot-chocolate
& an even bigger piece of warm,freshly baked applestrudel.
so good memories,but right now i wouldn't be able to do that
again...why?? but i m gonna challenge myself this year! i m
going to switzerland in february,skiholiday,the first time since
a long time.already now i freaking about the way i gonna have
to eat,i am already checking all the menues of the
restaurant(disturbed!)
i just hope i might be able,just for those few days,to not
worry so much about food,to simply enjoy it like the others
do ,and have a great holiday!
my aims: first of all i m gonna start RIGHT now, to eat more,
to gain some weight,because otherwise i won t even be able
to snowboard...:/
i m gonna have this damn piece of strudel AND enjoy it
i m not gonna count calories or make mealplans during that
week i m gonna chose food i like,and not safe food
writting it down here,i feel so optimistic,and it seems so
easy,after all this are things most of the people do naturally!...
but i know it's gonna be hard...but i don't want my ed to ruin
my holidays again! life's to short,and i ve already so much
missed,and it might be one of the last holidays i spend with my
family so i should really make an effort.
